computers have left me emotionally and psychologically scarred

Part1
Like a wife beating husband, or a psycho ex-girlfriend...
Over the course of a few decades, computers have left me permanently emotionally/psychologically scarred.
Allow me to explain my situation in a few easy examples if you have ever used a computer:

* GIGO
* control-alt-delete
* a crashed web site
* a faulty battery reading on a laptop
* a hard drive crash
* mysterious software bugs
* malware/viruses
* mysteriously permanently lost files/records
* gaslighting - this one explains almost all of it
* compulsive saving
* the blue screen of death

In Part2 I will colorfully elaborate on each example.